DefinedBeauty

2006-12-01T21:44:00.000-08:00

Heiss. its me again. so aneways; i have'nt been able to post up here for two days? or meaby three? whatever. aneways; thats because my computer was in an operation. its okay now; i guess. but the FREAKING thing is; i cant use Chinese words in this computer now. Cause the FUCKING computer does'nt understand. i have to install some kinda file &insert some kinda disc and yadadada. i dont get that CRAP. so im just gonna leave it as it is yeah. sozz; Chelsea took on Bolton last Wednesday. &it was amazing; so i've heard. yes; i did'nt get to watch it. because ASTRO was'nt airing in. FUCK IT. I mean i would'nt mind NOT watching that much IF; the guy that i simply LOVE &ADORE did'nt score. if you get what i mean yeah? Yes. Ballack scored the WINNING header. muaxx &MUAXXX. Gosh; i can't believe it. Among the four goals he scored for Chelsea; three of them were headers &they were mostly made by Lampard or Robben. MUAXXX. luv erms. hehe. well; meaby that BLACK CLOUD has disappeared already? and meaby its on Shevchenko now? When i read that Jose Mourinho was buying Valencia's David Villa to replace Sheva. i was SO heartbroken. i mean; i just LOVE Sheva. he's so CUTE. &AMAZINGLY talented. drool. wayss; i just checked the news on Chelsea urm like an hour ago. it said that Sheva will not go back to AC Milan &wishes to stay with Chelsea. well; im blur now. the newspaper ALSO stated that Sheva would be on loan or 6 months for any club in Spain as his wife is having trouble settling in; in England. haizz. it takes time for one to get used to ones surrounding. meaby; Sheva is'nt yet? The AC Milan president quoted "Sheva needs the team built AROUND him &blablabla"~ thats what he said. if i remembered correctly. i dont REALLY get what it means though. i mean; is'nt football about TEAMWORK too? not just being built around ONE player right? hmm; i dunno. Jose Mourinho said that his team will be TOP soon. but when is that? Manchester United never seem to loose a FUCKING game. how are they gonna be 1st then? if im not wrong; i remember reading that Chelsea were 15 or 17 points ahead of Manchester United last year. whoah. &that they were already far away from ManUnited, Liverpool, Arsenal BEFORE Christmas. well; Christmas is coming soon. &they are in a very 'unfamiliar' postition now. chasing other teams instead of being chased after. haizz. hopefully they'll kill OFF Arsenal's title dreams by beating them next week. muaxx. they MUST win that match. if they don't; they will be behind ManUnited by like 6points. &FUCK i cant take that. sozz; my whole diet routine would've been perfect if I have'nt let two days SLIP. yeah; for like two days i've not been going with my diet routine. FUCK. but; i FUCKING obeying it now. i guess. hope i can last till School reopens. sozz; im just gonna blog TILL here yeah. muaxx &CIAO.

2006-11-27T05:05:00.000-08:00

heiis. its me again. so since you see me posting up here just a day after yesterdays showdown, it means Chelsea did'nt loose. but; they did'nt win either. so yeah; its a draw. i guess a draw is better than Manchester United having a sixpoint gap between Chelsea right? haizz. wayss. it was a 1-1 draw for those of you who did'nt watch it. it was so intense; in a really nervous kinda way. sozz; ManUnited took the lead right before halftime. &i really thought it would'nt have been like that IF Carlo Cudicini would have actually TRIED to save that goal. he was actually using Richardo Carvalho body as the shield. if you get what i mean. yeah so aneways the goal was scored by Louis Saha. yeah; the guy who missed the penalty during ManUnited's Champions League match against Celtic. yeah that guy. wayss; Manchester United were the better team during the first half. &i just CANT lie about that. Chelsea was well; i dunno.. .sorta missing. but Chelsea was the BETTER team during the second half. like i thought before halftime. i knew that Jose Mourinho would give Chelsea a 'pep-talk'. &he did. wayss; he said that they were doing nothing to win. OUCH. &that only two or three of his players were working their ass off. okay meaby he did'nt say ass. but; you know what i mean right? Chelsea were working really hard during the second half. &as a reward; Richardo Carvalho header sealed the match to a draw. Chelsea really need to play like that more often. no i dont mean do nothing to win of course. hell no. but; play like they did during the second half of the match. haizz. so the Black cloud that has been floating above Ballack has NOT disappeared yet. sobb.. .during the opening 5 minutes of the game; he sorta rewarded ManUnited two freekicks. yeah; i was really nervous. REALLY. but i guess he played better during the second half. he delivered a few crosses beautifully. muaxx. i did'nt see the part where the players had to shake hands with the other teams players. i would've love to watch that part. whenever Christiano Ronaldo's foot touched the ball i felt like ringing his neck. he's such an idiot. he's.. .he's a FRICKLE bastard. okay meaby that does'nt really make sense. wayss; i spent almost the whole afternoon reading profiles of football players on wikepedia. &it was SO interesting. like really. during a ManUnited defeat to Arsenal sometime 2002/03, Sir Ass Ferguson kicked a football boot that struck beckham over the eye causing a cut that needed stitches. The incident led to a great deal of transfer speculation involving Beckham, with bookmarkers offering odds on whether he or Ferguson would be first to leave the club. in the end of course; everyone knows. Beckham was the one leaving to Real Madrid. &Ass Ferguson is still manager of ManUnited. there was a book published by Michael Crick but i wondered why it was posted up on Beckhams profile though. did Beckham have anything to do with the book? hmm .. .wayss; it was titled ' The Boss- the many sides of Sir Alex Ferguson ' . it was published in the year, 2003. the same year Ferguson and Beckham had an incident. so; i wonder if that incident was in the book. he wasnt the ONLY player i was reading about though. i read about Jens Lehman, Juergen Klinsman, Oliver Khan &more.. more. sozz; the past few months i've been promising myself to go on a diet. but that day has'nt come. the most i would actually starve myself for two days. but i would'nt last the next day. each day i promise myself ' i will starve myself starting from tomorrow' &when tomorrow comes, okay at first im strong i manage to hold up. but i get weaker &weaker. that i find myself eating. Urgh. i really dunno what to do. FUCK IT. Gosh; if i ever want to be with a hottie in a world like this, i really need to push myself. argh. sozz; i'll stop writting now. ciaoss &muaxx-

2006-11-26T04:49:00.001-08:00

dear sweet innocent diary. okay; am i being wierd or what?? okay yeah a little. i've been looking at my clock for god knows how many times already. im really REALLY nervous. the showdown between ManUnited &Chelsea is creeping nearer &NEARER. the newspaper stated that Ballack &Drogba would be fit to play tonight. hopefully none of Chelsea's players will get injured OR sent off. i really CANT bare to watch it happen. the favourites tonight to win the match are Manchester United. i cant say who will win though. But, i kinda get the feeling Chelsea will win. i dunno; theres just that feeling. if Chelsea loose tonight; this will be the first time they are chasing other teams to win the title instead of being chased after for the title. i still cant believe what that fucking Christiano Ronaldo said. he even denied saying it later saying he respects Chelsea very much. like what the FUCK? you really did'nt sound like you respected them when you were talking about them. sounded like you hated them. FUCK YOU. No offence to the ManUnited fan again but; ManUnited are acting really bigheaded if you know what i mean. do the talking on the pitch. i wonder what the headlines would be if ManUnited won. would it be 'Fuck you Chelsea'. nahh. can't be. Chelsea need to win this. not just for the sake of thier third Premierssip title. but also for the sake of thier face. i mean; can you imagine what ManUnited would say if they won the match. they'd be taunting Chelsea forever. haizz. i realized something sometime ago; the summer holidays are'nt really long actually its just 6 weeks without seeing your friends. 42days ain't much you know? yet; i dunno why people change SO MUCH in just 42days. okay i better stop before i sound like a grandma. wayss; yesterday my computer was like TOTALLY hit by a virus. when i was chatting on Windows live Messanger, someone suddenly sent me an IM. it said; "Is that you? www.modelpicture.com/blablablasomethinghellwhatwashereidunremember " out of curiousity; i clicked it. and my computer went like numb. i mean; i could move my mouse but i could'nt actually cick anything. and like after 10 or 15 seconds; a pop-up popped up and told me 'Mcblamedia has succesfully been instaled to your computer and just pop-out after that' and after that; everyone on my Messanger sent me the same message asking 'is that you? http://www.blablabla/. =P'. eventhough it was just a computer; it REALLY scared me. like what the fuck? Fuckit. a guy came over to fix my computer. so far; ntohing funny is wrong. yet. but; i have'nt signed onto my Messanger since then. &i dont plan to ANYTIME soon. I even requested that my Windows live Messanger to get deleted. Since i could'nt delete it. well; i wont say ' could'nt ' but, instead i'll say; my FUCKING computer would'nt let me. yes; it did'nt let me delete it. yupp. wierd much? when i tried to delete it, it cancelled the whole operation itself. FUCK IT. God; was it like so Frightened. aneways; i think i've wrote enough for now. So; if i come online &write here tomorrow, it means Chelsea won. If i dont write here for god knows how many days, it will mean i'm going through depression. so; goodluck to Chelsea. i'll be praying LONG &HARD for you. give it all you've got &put ManUnited in their place. muaxx. &i hope Ballack will do great tonight. hopefully that black cloud has finnaly disappeared. so ciao &muaxx.

2006-11-24T21:35:00.000-08:00

heys. me again. well; this is the first time for quite some time i've up here twodays straight. my computers connection sucks. HELL it does. wayss; the match of the century. yes; Manchester United vs Chelsea is creeping near ever quickly. &the war of the WORDS have already started &yes it includes MINDgames. but the ones that are firing all these attacks are coming from ManUnited. Fergie started the mind games by saying; Sundays showdown will need a STRONG Referree. FUCKit. &the words that have been attacking the Chelsea players were fired FROM; Christiano Ronaldo. Fuck; i was furious when i read what he said in an interview. like WHATTHEFUCK. he said Chelsea would STOP getting good results if Jose Mourinho would leave Stamford Brige. well heres my REPLY to that; that is NOT TRUE. they would still be great. Sure once &a while Mourinho give them a PUSH or too. But if he really did leave; they will still have GOOD Results. I dunno what that bloody Ronaldos talking about. thenhe said; Chelsea buying Shevchenko &Ballack has'nt made any difference despite thier pricey tags. Cause the team were the same as they were before. like; FUCK HIM you know. so heres my REPLY; Ballack and Shevchenko have made some difference. Shevchenko have. but Ballack have not Settled in properly yet. But it does'nt give him any RIGHT top launch FUCK attacks on them. He must still be sour after Germant beat his team in the Third Place Play-Off. Dont go sour on Ballack Ronaldo. it wasnt him who scored the hat trick tha tknoched you off to fourth place. it was Schweini. muaxx; Schweinsteiger. No offence to ManUnited fans though. But; he launching SHITTY attacks on my team. ManUnited are acting as though they already won the match. ASSHOLES. like; hello. the match's on SUNDAY. don't get your head all big. wayss; this morning when i logged on to the net like always. the first thing i did was; check for update on Chelsea. like ALWAYS. and guess what the headlines were? "Christiano denies criticising Chelsea"~ What the FUCK. i dont believe it. like; FUCK i so dont. i bet he's just covering up the mess he made. Just like he did during the World Cup Semi-Finals when he got Rooney sent off. again; FUCK it. after the World Cup; he claimed he was'nt trying to get Rooney sent off. WHATTHEFUCK; again. if you were'nt trying to get Rooney sent off; what were you doing crowding around the referree. wayss; The allegation made by Ronaldo; has left Chelsea's players bristling ahead of Sunday's key Barclays Premiership clash with United at Old Trafford, midfielder Frank Lampard defending the pair before declaring the Londoners will 'do their talking on the pitch'. hugs&KISSES to Lampard. again; you have'nt won the match ManUnited. Do your talking ON THE PITCH. Still; i cant say who will win. But every loss Chelsea ever receieved has ALWAYS inspired them to win the next game they're playing. I REALLY HOPE they win. ManUnited need to be put into thier Place &taught a lesson about using thier words carefully. i dunno if Drogba or Ballack will be fit for the Sunday Clash. i really hope they will be. So Far; Chelsea have not launched any attack on ManUnited. and i hope they wont anytime BEFORE Sundays Clash. I really dont want to see them EAT THEIR WORDS if they lost. haizz. FUCK THIS. Chelsea need to win this. I'll be praying LONG &HARD. muaxx; LUCK Chelsea. After Chelseas clash with ManUnited at Old Trafford, they will be hosting Arsenal at Stamford Bridge they week after. well; that would be interesting. wayss; i'll surely update tomorrow. but for now; muaxx &I WISH ALL MY LUCK to Chelsea.

2006-11-20T21:35:00.000-08:00

whoah. its been such a long time since i've written here. likeREALLYlong. andyeah; i know i said i would write here EVERYDAY of my summerholidays. but; i've been tied up to soMANY things. not studies ofcourse. the stressFACTOR is over. thats for sure. ive been tied up to well, the computer games. forinstance; theSIMS &Runescape. yeah. im addicted to them. Basically; i just sit on my chair from 10a.m too 5p.m then; i continue at 8p.m to 11p.m. and it goes on&ON the next day. so you can calculate how long I spend on the computer eachday. Unhealthy; yeah i so know that. atfirst i was'nt used to it. since; i gave up using the computer for months during my School year. I would only like comeONLINE for like onceAmonth. so; i kinda got used to it. and playing the computer nonSTOP now; feels really wierd. &Holidays would'nt be holidays if; i couldn't stayup allNIGHT to watch soccer right. &having stressed out about my Exams bystudying nonSTOP; it really did payOFF. im still in the topClass of the 8thgrade. thankGOD. Soz; toSOCCER. manUnited host Champions; Chelsea at OldTrafford this Sunday. yes; iknow. just thinkingOF it makes me shivver. imNOTgonna miss it. Matches like that; DONT come everyday. iCANTreally say who will win though. imean with Rooney back in his amazing form; ManUnited seem unSTOPPABLE. but; Chelsea. idunno. i guess. [continued] Chelsea are lacking something ManUnited have. i just can't seem to figure it out. aneways. i have'nt updated about Chelseas recent matches. so; im just gonna write them down shortly. few weeks ago, Chelsea took on Aston Villains for thier Leaguecup match. asyouknow; the Villains managed to hold Chelsea 1-1 during thier EPL match a month ago i think. meaby. So; Chelsea got revenged when they trashed them 4-0. like; Oh my God. i could'nt stop smilling when i read the headlines. a week before that; tottenham fuckspur took on Chelsea. Makelele had put them in the lead in the 15th minute. but after a shocking goal by tottenham leveled the score to half time. it would've stayed that way IF; Aaron Lenon did'nt score the second goal. argh. So; Chelsea have lost two matches this season. The week after that; they crushed Watford with another 4-0. muaxx. during that match; Chelsea were amazing. they were the Chelsea everyone knew last season. they were in thier TOPFORM. the week AFTER that; WestHam United hosted Chelsea. Chelsea played amazingly. but they only managed to get a goal. thanks to Geremis freeKICK. Ballack was'nt in that match though. sobb. i guess he was too tired. aneways; about Ballack. lately; he has'nt been having a good time. a few weeks ago; he admitted that he was struggling with Chelsea's demands &said he needed a break. haizz. i really dont know what to say though. Ballack is no doubt an amazing player with buckets of talents. but; i have'nt really seen him in this BEST at Chelsea. you look at him when he plays for his country. yes; amazing right &he manages to score. then you look at him in Bayern. he was Bayerns key player &now that he's not at Bayern anymore; Bayern seem to be lacking something. Ballack helped Bayern win the Champions League &Bundesliga cup MANYtimes. and loosing him; is a really BIGBLOW to Bayern. Ballack was such an influence to Bayern Munich & now that he's gone; Bayern are struggling. then at last; you look at him when he plays for Chelsea. You see a worldCLASS football player; who led Germany to the WorldCup semi-finals. But; he just is'nt at his best. meaby; he's just struggling with Chelsea's demands. Or; he's just slow on getting used to how England plays thier football. Or meaby; just MEABY. he's lost. yes; it does seem he is a little bit. Former German Star; Bern Schuster; has HIGHLIGHTED Ballack's mistake by joining Chelsea. He says; "Ballack was wrong with his choice, he is lost at Chelsea. Michael would have suited much better to Real Madrid, where he’d be the ideal hover in front of the defence." and as much as i LOVE Ballack; i have to admit. Schuster is right. he is LOST. meaby; he just needs some time i guess. To make things EVEN worse for Ballack; Jose Mourinho added insult to Ballack's injury last night where Chelsea lost 1-0 to Werder Bremen but are still THROUGH to the last 16. Mourinho said that he expected more from the player he signed from Bayern Munich at the end of the season. "I don't think Ballack played a good game," Mourinho told a news conference. "Sorry, but sometimes that happens. It's not a problem, he just didn't play a good game." ~im sad of course; for Ballack. Cause there seems to be a black cloud above him right now. sobb. Ballack was also booed of the field when he had to go off with a gashed calf in the 77th minute at the Weserstadion. sobb. Television pictures showed his calf was red and bloody at the end of the game; ohmygod. i feel really for Ballack. i really hope he gets better soon. and i hope that the black ckoud that has been hovering above Ballack will dissappear soon. But most of all; I hope everyone will see the REAL Michael Ballack soon. theWORLDCLASSfootballer that he really is.

2006-11-02T21:50:00.000-08:00

Heiis. me again. whoah; its been such along time since ive blogged on here. i was really busy during the hols. well actually not busy; but actually playing Runescape. its really fun. aneways; Chelsea took on Sheffield United last Saturday. &Chelsea won ofcourse. muaxx. who scored; muaxx. well lets see; there was Lampard &then there was BALLACK. OhmiiGodd. his 2nd Premiere League Goal. muaxx. luvhim. though; Sheffield United did have lots of chances to score. but; Chelsea had more ofcourse. On the same day; Manchester United slammed Bolton by 4-0. Wayne Rooneys goal drought ended that day when he scored a hat trick for United. godd. Rooneys amazing. gossh. &i can assure you; he's just getting warmed up. there will be more to come from him. thrustmii. The next day however; my jaw dropped EVEN lower. yes; when Liverpool beat Aston Villa by 3-0. Fuckitt. like really Fuckitt. imean; Chelsea could'nt beat them. but Liverpool did. fuckkiitt. fuckkitt. wayss. Barca hosted Chelsea in NouCamp ontuesday. although Chelsea did'nt win the game. they still drew the game. muaxx. thanxx to Lampard &Drogba. it was so intense. wow. there were altogether 10 yellow card given in that game. godd. Barcelona are Cheaters. and im not just saying that. i really mean it. iswear to god. Fuckit. they are Cheaters. That night the biggers Cheater was Deco. yes; he may be drop dead gorgeous. but; a cheater is a cheater. He fell tothe ground in pain when John Terry 'pushed' him. the next second; he jumps up &confronts Terry. like what the fuck. did a miracle happen &he suddenly realized that he wasnt in pain anymore. Fuck him. i hope they get knocked out of the Champion League. they dont deserve to be in it. wayss. Gerrard ended his gaol drought with a goal against Bordeaux. im happy he's back in his form. wayss; im kinda sleepy now. but i'll update soon yeah. really tired. did'nt get any sleep last night. sozz; im gonna go teake a nice LONG nap. muaxx-

2006-10-26T00:41:00.000-07:00

heiss. me again. sorry i have'nt updated for two days. i've been REALLY sad these few days. and the reason seems to be making me sad on &OFF. as in; sometimes it strikes me really hard &sometimes i think about it; but i dont get all MOPY. i was sad about something that has been haunting me since that horrible day in July. yes. When the Germans were beaten by the Italians. Germany vs. Italy. i know its kinda stupid to cry about something like that. ive been watching videos of Germany in the World cup. &its so sad. like as time went by; thier confidence &belief of winning the World Cup grew even stronger. sometimes i think that if they held on for another 2minutes; the match would've gone to a Penalty Shootout. i will always HATE Italy. and ya'll might say im overeacting. but; no. im not. they did'nt deserve to win. i have'nt eaten spaggetti since that day. well to be exact; i have'nt had italian food since that day. These past few days; i've been watching a video over &OVER again. its called; Bad times for Germany. its SO sad. and the song goes so well with it. i really dont know what to write up here. aiizz. Blackburn took on Chelsea for the third round of the Carling Cup. and Chelsea WON by two. yayss. thanks to Joe Cole &Kalou. i cant wait for the Chelsea vs. Sheffield United match this Saturday. muaxx. not missing it. sozz. this post will be short i guess. im not really in the mood. sozz; update tomorrow. IF i have the mood to. muaxx-

2006-10-22T18:44:00.000-07:00

heiss. whoah; i can't believe i forgot to post up here yesterday. i guess there was too many things on my mind that writing up here kinda slipped my mind. well; yesterday i spend alsmot the whole day watching THE DEVIL BESIDE YOU episodes on youtube.com. i luved it. Im still watching them now. wayss. Chelsea vs. Portsmouth. haizz; BALLACK SCORED. muaxx muaxx &MUAXX. yes. he scored his first Premiereship Goal. and it was muaxxnificent. drool. Shevchenko also slammed everyone who said that the signing of Shevchenko was just a waste of money BY scoring a goal. muaxx. he scored the 1st goal than Ballack added another after two minutes. i was jumping up &down when Sheva scored. but when Ballack scored; i was practically running &jumping the same time. though; i was really pissed when the refferee deducted a goal from Chelsea when Didier Drogba scored. haizz.. Fuck that referee. he gave Ballack &Sheva a yellow card for celebrating. like; what the FUCK. you cant even celebrate. Fuck him. wayss. they now have 21pnts; but are at second place since Manchester United won thier match against Liverpool. aiizz; poor Liverpool. Theres really an 11 point gap between them & the top two. wayss. England are struggling right now. yes. with their EURO2008 qualifying matches. and everyone is pointing fingers at coach; Steve McClaren. and all i have to say his; it serves you right McClaren. everyone is saying McClaren was stupid to axe Beckham out of the squad. idiot. and with whats happening to the England Squad; i think its Karma. McClarens getting what he deserved for axing Bekcham ¬ giving him a chance to play. i really hope Beckham plays again. muaxx. ways; im gonna go out for breakfast now. So; update tomorrow. muaxx-

2006-10-21T05:38:00.000-07:00

Heiss. yup. im updating again; like i promised. im still getting used to using the computer for hours &hours. im really just; not used to that anymore. i used to be online like from 10 in the morning to like 5p.m. &then I would continue till midnight or 1a.m. but; cause of my studies. i could'nt use the computer for like; weeks or months. after that; i just got used to it. i thought i would go crazy. but; i found something to fill that empty part of my life. music. everyday for like hours &hours. there would be headphone on my ears. but since its the hols now. ive put away my headphones &well switched on my computer. wayss. Chelsea take on Portsmouth tonight. and im not gonna miss it. i really REAllY hope Chelsea wins. cause; theyve been through so much crap this week. first thier #1 goalkeeper was knocked out in the 1st minute of the match. than recieved news that he would be out for 6months due to having fractured his skull. second Hunt; who caused that to happen is not getting any dicipline he deserves. thirdly; their #2 goalkeeper was also knocked out &into the hospital he went along with Cech. i feel so bad for them. gambateh Chelsea. muaxx; i cant wait to see Ballack again. After weeks without seeing him play in Blue. i finally saw the Chelsea vs. Barcelona clash. it was amazing. Ballack had a chance on scoring. yay. though; Chelsea couldve gotten another goal if Essien wouldve passed the ball to Shevchenko to score. but that didnt happen. Manchester United also take on Liverpool tomorrow. whoah; i so wanna watch that. sozz. i'll be off now. muaxx- i pray to God; Chelsea will win. Kill Portsmouth.

2006-10-19T22:03:00.000-07:00

Freedom. Yes. F-R-E-E-D-O-M. Scream; scream &SCREAM. Finally. Like; i so cant believe it. Its Finally HERE. God. urgh; i cant even explain how i feel right now. I feel happy of course. But not happy till im jumping around. Just; releaved. This post might be real long. Cause i have'nt uptated for tendays; since my FINALS. Yes. Its finally over. After days of slaving about my studies and drinking cups &CUPS of coffee; i can finally have FREEDOM. Im confident Im gonna past all my Subjects. EXCEPT. Yes; theres always an 'except' after something lovely. Yes. Im going Fail my Geography. Well; Meaby. It was so F' hard. I had to do the old fashioned way. Yup; closing my eyes &circling any possible answer my pen touches. ill SLAM everyone in ther face this time. im not going to drop to the second class. IDIOTS. wayss; lots have happened since last week. I've got a new interest. well actually; a new Favourite TV Show. Which im totally obsessed about. The Devil Beside You. its simply amazing &sweet. i love it; to bits. Taiwanese cutie pie; Rainie Yang stars in it along side with Mike He; who is simply drop dead gorgeous. you can watch some of the episodes on Youtube. the last book of A Series of Unfortunate Events: The End was released last week on; Friday the 13th. &urgh. I have'nt even bought it yet because of my Finals. Stupid. But I read what will happen in the book &how it ends. I have to admit; im not pleased with the ending. Its like; i thought finally meaby everything will be solved. But the ending left me with more questions than ever. Like; what excatly is that Question Mark that keeps appearing. What happens to the Beaudilaires. VFD. &Lemony Snickets. Urgh. Wayss. last Sunday was Reading vs Chelsea. i could'nt watch it; of course. Cause i had to study. the match ended horribly. No. Chelsea didnt Lose. But they almost lost thier Goalkeeper; forever. Yes. Reading's Stephen Hunt was trying to gain possesion to the ball when his knee colided with Petr Cechs Head. Fuck that idiot. Cech was outcold after just one minute into game. Hunt had caused Cech to be away from Football for the next six month. STUPID. and thats not all. There was another 'clumsy' mistake made by reading. Chelsea's #2 goalkeeper; Cudicini was also out cold and into the hospital. soz. Chelsea had to use thier #3 goalkeeper; Hilario. Wednesday; was Chelsea's Clash with Champions Barca. Chelsea; WON. Yay. it was 1-0 in Chelseas favour. Thanks to Drogba. Yes. Its been so long since Chelsea won a game against Barca. I could'nt watch that UEFA match either. was Studying. Urgh. Chelsea take on Portsmouth this Saturday. I would'nt miss it for the world. &more good news. Ballacks Suspension is over. he'll be in the starting line-up for Chelsea vs Portsmouth. I pray to God they win. muaxx. wayzz. I'll be update again tomorrow. Like I promised remember. I'll update everyday after my Finals. yay. muaxx-

2006-10-10T22:25:00.000-07:00

heizss. i skipped school today. lazy. sorry for not updating for SO long. since school started I have'nt touched the computer. well i have actually; but only to keep myself updated to the German National Team & Chelsea. Soz last week; i could'nt find out when Germany takes on Georgia. Well; it was actually on Saturday. Yes; i did watch it. Yippee. The Score? 2-0 in Germanys favour. Who scored? Bastian Schweinsteiger & Michael Ballack. Yes; Scream Scream &SCREAM. muaxxx. I remember the first time i watched the Fifa World Cup; the first match. Which was Germany vs. Costa Rica. Germany won 4-2. I kept hearing the comentators saying 'Schweinsteiger'. and he was my first ever favourite Football Player. He's simply amazing; drool. All his goals are like; kicked with full speed into the net. Remember the 3rd place play off againts Portugal in the Germany? He scored all 3 goals; the third goal came off his foot and the Portugal Player, Petit touched it lightly with his foot and into the net it went. & with that; he took off his shirt and ran to the crowd cheering. yes; i did enjoy it drool. Aneways; Ballack's goal was also Provided by Schweinstreiger. muaxx. Ballack was so Handsome. aiis. The bad news is; Lukas Podolski was sent off for a violent contact or whatever. stupid referree. but at least he is playing against Slovakia. Miroslav Klose will be back too. yay. I wont be able to watch Slovakia vs. Germany though. since it airs in Malaysia at 2.15 a.m tomorrow. Like; urgh. i would've knew they'll be playing tomorrow morning. i would've skipped school tomorrow. Stupid. Im confident that Germany will beat them. muaxx; Goodluck. Aiis; well my Finals are next week. and i have'nt studied. dead. Im trying to. But i just cant seem to concentrate. i keep thinking Davis Davis &DAVIS is my head. not healthy. argh. I need to memorise all my History notes. I figure since I have Malay & History on the first day; i''ll study that first. Soz; update another time ya? muaxx-

2006-10-05T21:49:00.000-07:00

Haiis. Im finding it really HARD to concentrate on studying. why? because of the music coming from my headphones. argh. yes i know i should probably take them off. but; i don't want to. stupid. lovely news; the first authorized sequel of Peter Pan hits the bookstore. yay. i cant wait to buy it. but; its kinda sad though. since Wendy is all grown up & stuff. i wanna get other books too; though. like. The End by Lemony Snickets; the last book of The Series Of Unfortunate Events. im all screaming inside just thinking about it. The Beatrice Letters; muaxx & some other books; whose names i cannot remember. and i've got even BETTER NEWS. like really REALLY lovelii. it makes me scream a hundred times louder just thinking about it. yes; -Deutschland: Ein Sommermaerchen-. translation; GERMANY: a summer fairy tale. scream. scream; &scream. muaxx. i can't believe it. i so SO Wanna watch it. i bet just watching it; would make me cry. its just to sad; sometimes. Stupid italy. their so FUCKED up. it offers a fascinating glimpse behind the scenes of a team as they prepare for the World Cup, gain confidence from early wins and morph into a juggernaut that eventual champions Italy only just beat in extra time in the semi-final. yes. i agree; the italians are so Fucked up. muaxx-

2006-10-05T05:46:00.000-07:00

Heiiss. me again. School starts next week. again. after next week; it my FINALS. yes. i know i should be studying. but whenever i want to memorise some notes; im so obssesed with getting it perfect. and it totally fustrates me. argh. im taking a break. i have loads more notes to memorise. history, Geography, Science, Home Economics, Art. okay. well meaby Art doesnt count; but it matters too yeah? Soz. I read the paper this morning. and again there was another column about David Beckham. this time it said that; he's gonna retire in two years. its so SAD. i know Steve McClaren is thinking about the team and all. but like; give the guy a chance to play. but; i really dont think McClaren will be giving David a chance. anytime soon. Poor guy; i feel so sorry for him. aneways. i found out that Germanys next EURO2008 Qualifying match isnt on the 6th of Oct'. but. next Wednesday. like what the FUCK? i've got classes. i may skip classes. i guess. anything to watch Germany play. can't wait to see Ballack. muaxx-

2006-10-03T23:58:00.000-07:00

Heiss. me again. Im posting here again cause im really not in the mood to study. Im trying to memorise all my Science notes. Promise i'll post all my pictures here once my finals are finnish. Sobb. Chelsea have been pushed to second place. yup, by Manchester United. argh. they both have 16 points though. everyday in the newspaper. i see managers saying; 'we'll beat Chelsea'. and its so fuck anoiyin. yeah Chelseas having a rough season. i know. they know. isnt it a lil' too early to be saying you'll win the EPL Cup. Ass Wenger. uploaded some pictures from my digital cam'. post it up here another time. im reali f'ed anoiyed. People keep saying my school is a bratty school. tell me something i dont know. like everyones been saying for years. say something else. yeah. im a brat in a bratty school. i know very well. at least my school has like a HUGE land. unlike yours. Soz. need to get back to studying. at least i have something to look forward to. Ballacks gonna be back. after Chelsea's match against Westham. I've been listening to hitz.fm like; more than 10 hours a day. my headphone are on my ears like; forever. hass. muaxx-

2006-10-02T20:51:00.000-07:00

Heys. Sorry for not updating for so long. I've been studying! Aneways, Chelsea was on top of the table eversince their match againts Charlton. Yay. But if Manchester United or Portsmouth win thier upcoming matches, they'll push Chelsea back down again. So I pray to god they don't. Chelsea's next match is againts Westham. Nope, I dont know how WestHam is or how they Play; so yeah I am nervous. Bolton are well, surprisingly good. They beat Liverpool and Portsmouth recently. Aston Villa managed to hold Chelsea down by drawing the game 1-1 last week. Shit. Chelsea deserved to win and Im not saying that because I luv them to bits but its true. They had like a hundred more chances than Villa. But Villa's goalkeeper was like a madman that day. He saved all Chelsea's goals. Urgh. I felt like strangling him. Germany's Euro2008 was'nt on October 1st. I was wrong bout' the date. I think it'll be on Oct' 6. Won't miss it. Ive been studying my ass off this week. Im done with my maths; finally. Im doing Science today. Need to read the whole book. AdamC. Yup, the gay & ugly idiot from Hitz.fm. People from M'sia should know him. He's one of the DJ's on hitz. I HATE HIM. Yup, he insulted Chelsea yesterday. Fuck him dead & he insulted Shakira the day before. Fuck him dead. I can't stand people like that. I dont wanna write too much, Busy.

2006-09-22T22:55:00.000-07:00

Heys..it's me again. Sorry for the late Updates. I've been a little busy. Well, I would'nt use the word busy. I've actually been watching a little 'too' much TV; so I have'nt had anytime to update. Lame excuse? I guess..Aneways! Chelsea hosted Liverpool last Sunday, 16th of September. And...Chelsea WON!! Yeah!! Thanks to Dedier Drogba of course for the 1-0 goal. But, there were good and bad news about the game againt Liverpool. The good news is that they won of course. But, the bad news is that..*sobb....Michael Ballack got sent off...*sobb..Bloody reffere! He should've given Ballack a yellow card. Im not saying that cause I absolutely adore Ballack. But it's just not fair that he got sent off for an accident!! Stupid...urgh, Ballack's gonna miss three matches. Like, what?? Im soSoOso gonna miss him! I hope he won't get another sending off anytime sooner. Like Jose Mourinhou said, "Ballack has never been sent off before. And that shows what kind of Player he is". Muaxxx...Go Ballack! Hahaha...Aneways, acording to the Chelsea vs. Liverpool Game stats last week, Liverpool had more 'Shots on Goal' than Chelsea. And I have to admit. The Chart can't lie. They had a lot of chances on scoring ecspecially when Peter Crouch came on. But they were just not lucky enough! But after the 2-0 win against Newcastle last Thursday, Liverpool are deffinately prepared to take on Tottenham today. If they win this game, they'll be back on track. As I am a Chelsea supporter, naturally I can only wish they do not..No offence to the Liverpool Fans of course. But it's just Natural for a fan for not wanting another team to preasure their thier hopes on winning the EPL Cup. Confusing?? If you get what I mean, that is..Aneways, Chelsea take on Fullham today. And Im Not gonna miss it! Of course, I am a tad bit worried..oh hell, Im really REALLY nervous!! Since Fullham beat Chelsea last season by 1-0, Im kinda worried they will repeat that dreadful memory. But you know...it's really unpridictable! You never know...I bet Chris Coleman's been watching the MiddleBrough vs. Chelsea match; where Chelsea lost..*sobb. Well, I guess I can't blame him. Some teams do the same. Aneways, I cant wait for October. Well actually 1st of October to be exact if that is the actual date. But aneways, Germany take on Slovakia! Muaxxx..Go Germany!! After that spactacular 13-0 win against San Marino, I just can't wait...Of course, there are the Good and Bads of me wanting October to come quickly. The Good part is, Germany takes on Slovakia!! Yeah! But they Bad part is..*sobb..My Final Examinations of they School year falls on early october; October 9th. Argh..and thats not all! I haven't been studying properly lately! Im having a nervous breakdown here!! And to make matters worst, this Examination will determine what Bloody class Im gonna land at next year! I just got started with my Science this morning..Im gonna do History at night before the Chelsea vs. Fulham match of course! Aneways, I think I've pretty much filled you in on what has happened last week. Well no actually, I've just filled you in on what happened during last week Chelsea vs. Liverpool match. But, I pinky-Promise you I'll update everyday after the School Holidays start yeah??

2006-09-09T21:33:00.000-07:00

Haii..So it seems that I can only update once a week. But hey, thats already good enough. Aneways last Wednesdays Euro 2008 Qualifying Match. Germany...won by 13!! against San Marino!!! Like Oh My God you know!! I did'nt think it would be possible for anyone to score that many goals!! Im so happy!! They had the spirit and confidence to beat them and not to mention the talent! With a team with that much talent, they can score as many goals as they like. They just need to believe they can beat them and try really really hard. Yeah, I know that sounded sappy; but hey you want to hear the truth or not? Ballack scored his first goal since the World Cup. Yay!! Podolski had a nice day though..he scored 4. Im just sooosooSO happy that they won. I just hope that whichever goalkeeper that replaces Jen Lehman in the near future, will be really good. England won by 1 against Mecedonia. however that is spelt; thanks to Peter Crouch. Peter Crouch's really good...but like I said before..If England could've shown the strenght they had during The World Cup, lets just say bloody Italy would'nt have been crowned the Champs'. France beat Italy during their Euro Qualifying match.The first thing that came out of my mouth was 'hahaha' when I found out the news. Im not a France supporter or anything, but really. I thought you guys were Champions or something?! Hmp..like I've always said, Italy did'nt deserve to Win..They won as Cheaters and always will be Cheaters. Zidane should'nt have been red carded, Materrazi should've been; he provoked Zidane in the first place. Im still as heartbroken as I was the first time I heard Italy beat Germany. And I will forever cherish that dreadful memory in my heart..Because Italy won, I have'nt had Spagetti for like I dunno..since July? Am I over reacting? No!! Aneways changing the Subject, Yesterdays EPL Matches. Chelsea won by 2 against Charlton..YES!! It could've been 3 though, cause the referee awarded a penalty kick to Chelsea..BUT stupid Scott Carson blehh..managed to stop it; Urgh. Frank Lampard took the Penalty. It was a great kick though! But the goalkeeper just got lucky that the time..so he managed to stop it. Everyone says that Chelsea should'nt have had that Penalty; and that Scott Carson justified the Penaly Incident by saving Lampards goal..Hmp! Though, Chelsea could've gotten more goals other than just three. Cause they had like I dunno how many good chances on scoring! Ballack was really good out there..Muaaxx! He's sooSOoo Handsome! Hmm..Everton beat Liverpool by 3 yesterday. Like..what? You know. Where was Peter Crouch? I mean, Liverpool came into the EPL being one of Chelseas biggest threat..and now its like..not really; if you get what I mean. But, never underestimate Liverpool....Right now I think Manchester United and whoever is ontop of Chelsea in the table are their biggest threat. Aneways, I can't just write about football everytime I write here. lol..Soz..My report Card's coming out soon! Urgh..Nervous breakdown much??!! But, the most Important thing is; I MUST MUST Get Slamming Awsome Grades during the Finals! If I dont..there's no telling whether I'll drop from grace to the Second Class! Like Second?? Is'nt that like Not the Best but Not the Worst?? Just in the middle?? Who wants that?? Remember, First runner up; is always First Loser! That's what I've been taught so far. So in the 8th Grade, there's like this guy who really looks like..Wilber Pan. Wowowow..Ecspecially the Lips; honestly! Hahah..Sozz..I know I sent my Adobe Photoshop CS2 back home. But, I've been stressing you know..Nope not about homework. But, whether I still no how to make a decent Graphic. And when I say decent I dont mean still acceptable..But, GREAT! So just to prove I still Could make one, I made one Blend in the Library. And it turned out...Horrible?? To me it was, Un-acceptable! So..Im not posting it now. But I will next Sunday! So..hopefully you wont think its Ugly too! For now, Ciao.

2006-09-02T23:12:00.000-07:00

Haii, me again. So I made a new Blogspot account. I just got bored with the other two. Haizz..Aneways, I would've written sooner but; I've just been so wrapped up with other things. Soz, the School Holidays will be on November 18th..like what the F'? Last year it was on November 1st, right after my graduation; man I was happy. But this time, we're having holidays like later and coming back to school earlier; unfair much? Argh..I know I cant do anything..and it kills me..really. So the UPSR is here but not for me of course, For all the 6th Graders of Malaysia. And I really can't believe it's really here already! Time really flew by quickly, and there might be a moment where you think time suddenly went into speed motion; but really time was in normal speed the whole time. I mean, it seems like just yesterday I was having my UPSR and now some other 6th Graders are taking it. . I know I sound a little sappy, but its really true you know? And grown ups are right, You'll regret that you dont do well in your UPSR or any other important examinations, it's really true. I know that now. I regret I did'nt work harder to earn just one more A to get that 700$...seriously. Hmm..so yesterday some Euro 2008 Qualifying Matches were on, Live. I did'nt watch England vs. Andorra cause I knew they would repeat it the next day like I dont know how many times! So I was just looking forward to watch Germany vs Rep. of Ireland. And God...I could'nt stop smilling when I saw the German National Team..lol. But, Argh. I cant believe this. I actually feel asleep after half time; and the wierd thing is, I did'nt even know! Argh, I so cant believe this. And they're not showing the repeat. Stupid! So I got up extra early this morning to find out the Score, thank God Germany won by 1-0; thanks to Podolski! Mmm..I really thought the would've gotten more goals than just one; cause they had really good chances on scoring! Im glad Ballack's back and healthy. I missed Germany's first Euro 2008 Qualifying Match against Sweden cause they did'nt show it on TV. Wednesday, September 6th; Germany will take on San Marino. Im not sure where that is though..blur. I would'nt miss for the world! Let just hope that they'll be showing in here; I've got my fngers crossed! Aneways, England. Like..Oh My God much? Who would've thought Peter Crouch was that good..He scored in every match after the World Cup so far..like...whoah..I did'nt think he was that good. England is very strong...but if only they would've shown that strenght during the world cup; they would've gotten further. I saw a re-run of a football match. I think it was Manchester United vs. New Castle; if I'm not wrong. Back than, Beckham was still young of course; and unmarried. And God...He was amazing!! He kicked a ball into the net like 50 yerds away. His free kicks are gosh; I never really knew why they called him 'the Deadliest Free Kick Taker' in the world though; got it clear now. Haha! Aneways, I gotta go. I cant write everyday though; cause school and everything else just seem to tangle into it. And I really cant take the preasure ...if you get what I mean. But I swear, during the Holidays; I'll be writting everyday. But for now, Byess..
Muaxx,
Cynthia